The week i spent working @ VR Lab

I'm currently @ VR lab doing my FA work. Why am i here? Well, apart from the fact that i can work inside an air-conditioned room, (aaah...nyamannye~) my main reason being here is to get into a working environment. Meaning i am here is to get the semangat needed to finish my work. Here, everyone is working. So that can give me the drive needed for me to finish my FYP.

*frantically* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah lagi 4-5 hari nak final presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The day my family's coming for a visit ^^

I just got off the phone with Angah. My feelings caught me off guard and i cried on the phone. Its been so long since i saw my family. Rindu gile. It shocked me when i started to cry because although i missed them, its been a long time since i addressed that feeling and just cry. And i glad i did. They're on thier way here. Another 3 hours to go. Semoga selamat pegi dan sampai. They're coming to cyberjaya!!! *gleeeeeeee* ^_____________^ mew. mew. mew!!!

The day i felt so greatful ^^

An hour ago i walked all the way to the bank, The walk was so relaxing. Wind blew softly. The air was soothing. MMU was so peaceful. Moment like this evokes thoughts. I think about my life and what i have achieved so far. Although i had a lot of bad things happend to me and my family, i am still greatful for it because from what i've learned, eveything that happens creates ripples that can lead to something else to happen. Good or bad. So below, are somethings i am greatful for. ^^

Things i am greatful of:

1. Being able to wake up every morning and face a new day
2. The moment i said yes, the first time Fuad asked me out ^^
3. Having friends around me to give support
4. For being so blessed, thank you for my talent, thank you for being born in a great family. How i am missing my family now~
5. For being healthy
6. For having Fuad as my boyfriend. Love you,sayang! ^^
7. Being able to learn new things.
8. Being able to day by day, getting closer to the things i wanted.
9. For my future and being able to be in it. No matter what the future holds~ :)

The day i listened to Breaking Benjamin

I have been listening to both Breaking Benjamin's albums and My Chemical Romance's Black Parade album whole day, just to keep me awake. I cant afford to sleep anymore, not when i havent completed anything for the next crit session. wuuu mati~ Anyways, i have added the song "Forget It" from Breaking Benjamin to my favorite songs list. Another song by Breaking Benjamin is "Rain". Both are slow tempo songs. Lovely. ^^

"Forget it"

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted

Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
I'm alive but I can Surely fake it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see

Forget it

There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

Forget it

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
On a page inside a spiral notebook

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here

Forget it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see

I can live forever here

The day we saw the last of roti naik

Selling roti naik (homemade buns) was so much fun! We (my groupmates for cyberpreneurship class and i) sell roti naik as our product. Hey, self made roti ,you know. The most happiest moment was when the 25 buns were sold out on the very first day, within one hour after we opened our stall. The next 3 days, the buns were selling fast. People even booked more than 10 buns. They loved our homemade buns. They actually loved them! ^^ On the last day, yesterday, our group managed to sell more than 5 batches of roti naik. 50 buns per batch. Yey! So sad yesterday was the last day. Anyways, thank you all for your support. You guys are the best! To Just Bread: Lets do this again nak? Best arr! Group kiteorg best. Caya lah korang! *high fives*

p.s: Sape tak simpankan Chocolate Melt II utk kite aaaaaa?? Pukui kang! :|

The day i wish i was not me

yeah. i dont know why but i always say what i think and sometimes without thinking i will end up saying hurtful things. I wish i was not me. I wish i was mute. People hate me. I hate me. The world is crashing down. I am dead.