Scratch of the Day

The day: Karnival Upin & Ipin @ SACC Shah Alam

2010-12-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

Calling all fans of Upin & Ipin, if you missed the Karnival in Melaka, well, sulk no more! There will be a second karnival! Wheee! There will be alot of fun activities will be held on that day and make sure you don't miss the Animation Parade!!~ Read the details below and jot it on your forehead (using a permanent marker. hehe)

Date: 24th December 2010 (*cough* also my birthday *cough*)
Venue: SACC Convention Center, Shah Alam

The most awesome band in the universe, Haris and the pembaris, will be performing also. :D Be there or be square!

The day the stork came in

2009-12-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

Who is officially 27 today?? ME!!! wheeee~ My birthday was great! Although it's too early to call it a day, but yeah, it was awesome. Fuad took me to Victoria Station for an early birthday dinner the other night. Never been there so i was rather excited. The food was great. :) Then we went to Times Square to watch Sherlock Holmes. Again, another gold star because the movie was really good. Go watch it!

And today we went to Times Square again to watch Avatar. Another great movie, i must say. The effects, the cgi, everything, and i mean EVERYTHING was great! Oh, went to the oh-so-sacred Borders and bought two books- Agatha Christie's Death comes as the end and Roald Dahl's The great automatic grammatizator and other stories. I tend to read a book half way and then abandon it, but we'll see how it will go. hehe~ Fuad bought me a blueberry cheese cake from Starbucks. It was simply delish! Thank you,sayang~ ^^

Thank you so much to all of you for the presents, the birthday "heart attack", and the birthday wishes on facebook and SMSes. I love you all. Mew~

The day i watched the wolves fight

2009-11-30T01:47:00.002+08:00

New moon. What can i say about the second installment of the ever popular Twilight saga? The book was draggy. Sorry, Twi-hards... but it was. I only read the book from start to the end because, well... just for the sake of finding out how it will end. I disliked the first movie, honestly but i pardoned it because it was made with a low budget, blablabla~ Bella was so whiny, so needy, so desperate for attention and Edward was so over protective of her that i think in reality, a girl in her right mind would leave that kind of guy. So about New Moon.. without putting any spoilers of course, i would say that it was less draggy, still draggy but less. They made it less draggy by cutting some parts of the book but to me, if someone who watch the movie without any clue about the story itself would be lost. Holes in the plot, here and there.

The best part was the werewolves part. For those who didn't know, they are actually not werewolves. They are shape-shifters. They shape shifts into wolves just because their tribe are used to the form. *yeah, i know this from reading the book. still not calling myself hardcore fan tho*

So yeah. Go see the movie if you read the book. Really made for fans. For those who would be watching just to satisfy your curiosity, you've been warned. :)

The day it turns red!

2009-11-22T12:45:00.004+08:00

So what's red, awesome and mine?

It's my brand new Sony PSP 3000!!! wheee! I could have bought a simple black one which was more cheaper but i couldn't help it. I've fallen in love with this one. Even though it burnt a hole on my wallet but i don't mind. Worth every cent. ^____^

Almost everyone in the office owns a PSP now. We share our PSP games. I'm addicted to Rock Band by the way. Awesome game. Im currently touring with my band around Europe. Hehe.

Here's Sarah, my dear office mate and i posing with our PSP.

The Day: The day? no, Its G-day!!! woooot!!!

2009-02-12T10:00:00.004+08:00

You can now book tickets for Geng: Pengembaraan Bermula at GSC, TGV and Cathay cinemas near you. Happy G-day everybody!! Wheeeee~

The day: 13 hours and counting

2009-02-11T11:02:00.002+08:00

13 hours left till G-day!!!

The day: 4 days and counting

2009-02-07T20:45:00.006+08:00

Ignore the previous post. I was feeling sad because i thought my family won't be coming to Geng Gala Premiere because of the changes people made to the date. Hey i have a right to be sad, okay. Tak balik Kuantan since raya puasa. But turns out that my mom struggled to get a leave to be there with me on the day of the gala. She changed her cuti date 3 times. I love my mom. She's awesome. ^^ You are awesome too,Babah, Syah and Akmal (my two bodyguards a.k.a. my brothers).

So anyway, the day of the gala was incredible. I can see that my mom and dad were so proud of me. Yey! I want them to be. But, i will not mention anything about the gala on this post. Not without pictures. Nanti la.. hehe. What this post is all about is this >> Upin & Ipin dan kawan- kawan.

Make sure to catch this new season. Its awesome....I sure said awesome a lot in this post huh?

Doesnt matter, everything IS awesome.

The day i discover

2009-01-29T20:05:00.001+08:00

The weather is gloomy, just like me. Or am i like this because of the weather? Either way, i don't feel so good.

The day

2009-01-17T18:10:00.005+08:00

I recall the day i first step foot officially to an office in Jalan Rugby, Shah Alam. I was there before every now and then to visit Fuad who at that moment was doing a part time job at the company. I remember the office was separated into two - LC1 and LC2. My office was in LC2, it was small yet cosy, enough to contain the amount of people the company have at that time. Things i recalled from that office - pretty yellow lights at night, eejean running away from roaches, us working on the first season of Upin & Ipin, the door we locked after defeated by LC1 playing TF2/Quake, the same door we opened and marched together to LC1 after we gained victory playing the same game, or the time when we at LC2 rushed for a meeting at LC1 after being YM-ed by our director Nizam and later found out that he is not at the office, playing a prank, long distance and many other stuff which left me smiling thinking about them.

But that was then, now we already have a new office building, more people in our team and our "baby", Geng: Pengembaraan Bermula, is due to be in theaters this 12.02.2009.

Last Tuesday (13.01.2009), we had our first press preview (yeah, yeah, it took me long enough to blog about this, but i have reasons for this and being lazy is one of them..thee hee) The event went smoothly, alhamdulillah. It was an event full of positive emotions for us, especially those who worked on the movie from the very start. Familiar faces scattered around the crowd-ex-lecturers, tv presenters, friends etc. One photographer took my picture for my character Fizi in Upin & Ipin. ^__^ felt like a star for a moment. hehe. So anyway, cant wait for the movie tobe released officially. Think 12.02.2009, think Geng! To the LCP team, let's make another history! Below are some pictures from the event.

The day the brand new year starts

2008-12-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

Awal Muharram. Today is a very joyful day for us Muslim. It is the start of Muslim year or calendar, Muharram, coincides with Prophet Muhammad's journey from Mecca to Medina on the first of Muharram in 622AD. This is the start of a brand new year and i am praying to be better in everything. InsyaAllah. So to all the my Muslim friends, Selamat menyambut Awal Muharram!

The day of the clause

2008-12-25T22:10:00.004+08:00

It was my birthday yesterday on the eve of Christmas. I had a great time. One the way back home on the stroke of midnight, my dear Fuad and two of my colleague Ejean and Yong Pin sang me the happy birthday song. Ejean even sang the song twice. One with "happy birthday to ida rahayu~" and the other one with "happy birthday to ida nexus!~" Hehe.. Thanks a lot guys!!! ^^

Also for the birthday i got a ferrero rocher from Akob, high fibre biscuits from Faren and a very nice hentai-ish (ehem~) drawing from Yuki! Thank youuuuuu!!! Later on we finally opened up the Maple 3d puzzle which Uncle Burhanuddin and Ehsan bought from Korea. Putting the puzzles together was fun. With most of my friends helping, it somehow felt like a group of kids playing with their new toy.^^ I've uploaded the pictures to my Facebook page, go have a look!

the completed 3d puzzle

Oh, to all my friends who celebrating Christmas, Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!

The day i'm on national television

2008-11-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

Its complicated

2008-11-23T14:18:00.003+08:00

Watching the latest episode of Gossip Girl, i cant help but thinking about how all of the characters are related to each other. (Spoilers ahead)

Okay, lets have a case study, shall we? First off we have Serena and Dan. They are an on-off couple. Dan's dad Rufus and Serena's mom Lily were sweethearts. Lily is now (happily?) married with Bart Bass, the father of Chuck Bass which makes Serena, Chuck's step sister. Chuck Bass is the best friend of Nate Archibald, Serena's ex-boyfriend. Nate has the hots for Little J, Jenny Humphrey, Dan's little sister, which makes Dan's best friend, Vanessa, jealous. And who could forget the queen B, Miss Blair Waldorf, Serena's best friend and most of us know she loves Chuck. Blair's mom, Eleanor is a fashion designer and Jenny Humphrey did an internship there before Mrs Waldorf is using Jenny's designs to get buyers. Eleanor is dating Cyrus Rose, the father of Aaron Rose, the guy Serena is dating at the moment.

Complicated or not, i'm still pulled to watch this series to watch what the characters would wear. Pretty~ ^^

Na-da

2008-11-19T19:35:00.002+08:00

Loving it!

2008-11-16T17:41:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through shopstyle.com earlier and i stumbled upon this

I am so loving this look. Well i can't wear the watch or earring or bracelet or the ring because im allergic to all things metal/leather/plastic ( seriously, i will get skin rashes if i wear those...GAH!) oh well i think without all those the outfit still looks nice ^_^

Silly dean

2008-11-09T11:26:00.004+08:00

This cracks me up. They have this video at the end of episode 6 of the latest season.

Come one Come all!!!

2008-10-28T14:34:00.003+08:00

*copy words from LC Forum, right-click, paste*

Les' Copaque Production dengan bangganya menganjurkan peraduan terbaru iaitu "Tiru Gaya Upin & Ipin". Peraduan ini terbuka kepada semua rakyat Malaysia dan semua peringkat umur.

Cara Menyertai :

Hadiah :

Hantarkan ke alamat :

Pertandingan Tiru Gaya Upin & Ipin
Les' Copaque Production Sdn. Bhd.
No. 1, Jalan Boling Padang G13/G,
Section 13, 40100,
Shah Alam, Selangor Darul Ehsan,
Malaysia.

Email : contest@lescopaque.com

Untuk sebarang berita terkini sila layari http://www.upindanipin.com.my

R.I.P

2008-10-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

I sat here disbelievingly as i read the wikipedia page of one of my favorite comic book artist. He's gone. I saw a banner on Comic Art Community that Michael Turner(Superman: Godfall, Fathom, Witchblade) is dead. What bummed me was/is the fact that he died months ago. On June to be exact. Rest in peace, you wont be forgotten. I feel so sad right now~ :(

Update?

2008-10-27T16:52:00.002+08:00

For thesake of updating this unupdated blog of mine, i here by screech scratching the things i did today. Its my Babah's birthday today and its also Deepavali. So my dad's keep saying "tengok, bile Babah punya birthday, Babah kasik cuti kat semua orang" hehe ye la ye la... Happy birthday,Bah! So today i bought a tie. Black tie. Just to replace the thing i wore last time for the photoshoot that didnt happend. And i now know how to tie a tie. Yey.

The day of being

2007-12-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

Its the day i came to be! Happy birthday to me!! woooo! Last night at the stroke of midnight, my wonderful friends at the office sang the birthday song to me. How sweet of them~ Thanks, you guys! At least it made me feel less lonely, being away from my family and all. And a special shout out to my boyfriend for giving me a wonderful surprise. A gift certificate he made himself - a midnight ride around Shah Alam. Thank you,sayang! My family called me around 7am this morning to wish me happy birthday. I wish i can be there with them, instead. Haih~

To my friends, thank you so much for all your wishes. And Yuki, the pumpkin seed cookies sedap. And the packaging pun beautiful, thank you~~ ^^

Yes, i am older, but no, not getting any more mature, are we? hehe. Mew~

The night full of lanterns

2007-09-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

Last week, my LCP mates were in the Tanglong festival mood. We lit up some lanterns and walked a couple of blocks from LCP headquarters to 7-E and back. It was fun! My first ever lantern experience. Wheeeeee~~

I know its a bit dark, but this was the poor tree which was harassed to be our Tanglong Tree.

What a fun night! For more pictures, visit here. :)

The day Les' Copaque was closed on Monday :)

2007-08-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, Fuad, Ehsan and I went back to Fuad's house in Melaka and the next day we went to Safwan's wedding. We all rendezvoused at McD and after that we convoyed to Safwan's house. (click image for a bigger picture)

The we rolled off to Safwan's house. Congratulations, Safwan!!!! ^__^ wooo purple!

After all has ended we all made our way to PD. woo hoo!!! aww sian Safwan kena tinggal~ At PD we had our team building session and some telematches. Best!! But before that, we had a BBQ dinner. Double best!!!! The steak and chicken was awesome!

The next day we had the telematches, sand sculpture and treasure hunt. At night we acted in group sketches. That was fun. We fought each other to win the first prize. What are the prizes? Keep on reading....

Fuad in his group's sketch. Dia jadi lift yang comel~ ^^

Picture session with the LC crew~ ^_^ The first picture was the time we tanam Awei and gave her longer feet, i mean flippers. That time ramai guys took advantage on her. Sian Awei -_-; hehe

Picture below. Gile la Wan Kari lompat! :))
The same picture at a different angle.
After the sketch presentation, we had our prize giving ceremony. And look at the first prize :|

The group who won the first prize. Nasib baik ada Anas, at least the star wars figurines jatuh kat the right hands.And my group got the last place, wuu dapat Mr. To-fu. I don't mind. Comel gak. ^_^
The trip was awesome! For more pictures and stories from Uncle, go to Les' Copaque blog. Hope next time we will have the same chance, in the mean time, go go go team LC! Let's finish the whole movie!!! Hoooooo!

Merdeka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-31T16:06:00.000+08:00

I'm proud to be a Malaysian and even more proud when i heard Malaysia been mentioned in some of the top movies and when our achievements been shown on BBC or CNN. I'm proud of those Malaysian who went overseas to study and returned back, still can speak in Bahasa plus the loghrat. I was over the moon when our malaysian dish (which i can remember what at the moment) being featured in the Martha Stewart's show. :D Hope this small country can beat all the Goliaths out there. Happy Birthday Malaysia!

The day of the rats

2007-08-31T15:39:00.000+08:00

I should have post this a a long time ago but since i was too lazy, this post is 3 weeks too late :| Anyways, that day, i went to see Ratatouille with my friends from the office. The movie was awe.so.me! (yes, the dots are intentional) Tho... *thee-hee* i have to admit i dozed off almost at the end of the movie, BUT, it was not because of the movie, i was dead tired. Planning to see this movie again soon with Fuad. yey! Everything about this movie is wonderful - the characters, the songs, the montage,...the fooood! Oh, one of my favorite comic book artist, Michel Gagne, made the montage for this movie (the part where Remy tastes the food as i been told and corrected by Fuad) and i loved it! ^__^ I give this movie, 10 out of 10!! *wheeeee*

The day i graduated!!!

2007-08-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good bye MMU! Good bye!!! Tho somehow i can't wait to get out of this place, i'm sure i will miss a lot of things. The late nights spent doing assignments, the lepaks we had at Old Town, the lepaks we had at the playground near Ehsan's house, my breakfast routine with my sayang at FCM Cafe and Sirah, that yummy tandoori at Sirah, making the popular Roti naik and selling them, lepak kat bilik VR ^^, jalan-jalan & cam whoring kat Putrajaya after midnight, riding the car with Fuad, Ehsan, Adam, Aliya & Shikin and singing "What's up" by 4 non blondes at the top of our lungs with all 4 windows open...........ah those were the days. Glad i spent my years at MMU with you guys. Gonna miss you loads~ *hugs*

The day of a new frontier

2007-08-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

I.CAN'T.FRIGGIN'.WAIT!

Thanx Ehsan for giving me the link. :) I was over the moon when i saw the clip. Oh Superman! Oh Wonder Woman! Oh Green Lantern! OMG OMFG Angel!! I mean, David Boreanaz!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! .........ehem

Oh bought the new Justice comic. Glee~ ^_____^

The day of the Autobots

2007-07-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

I *heart* Transformers! When i was a kid, i used to watch the cartoon, plus other cartoons at that time- M.A.S.K, Thundercats, Voltron etc.

*spoiler alert*

When the Autobots came down to earth to reunite with Bumblebee, i cant help but shed a wee bit tear. It was an emotional moment to see my childhood heroes appear before my eyes. I kid you not, i cried. I love this movie. A lot. Saw it twice with Fuad :D I thought this movie was going to be cheesy but it didn't. Thankfully.

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Oh, drop by Les' Copaque's site! There's a competition just started and the prizes are so cool that i really wish i can participate too, but cant since i work at LC...wuu~ Mau PSP~

Autobots, transform! *ka ka ku ku chic* or however the transform effect sounds like =P

The day in a life

2007-07-01T07:31:00.000+08:00

Hi-ho from the underworld. Yes people, I'm back from the dead. Been very busy lately. Forgive me. Anyways, a lot of things happened from the first week i exit MMU until this present moment. One, i went for an interview and got the spot. Started a wee bit late tho because i have to help my aunt to be in charge giving souvenirs to the people who came to her daughter/my cousin's wedding.

Haa, i have to include this. On that wedding day, i met most of my distant cousins, aunts, uncles and family of my late Tok from my mom's side. Saw my sorta famous distant uncle, Hasbullah Awang. And discovered Siti Zaharah and i is somehow related. Ok, so, on that day i kept on being told they reminded me of Rina from 8tv quickie. hehe. maybe it's my huge front teeth, ey?

Then, i started my first ever job as a Technical Exec (storyboard, concept artist) at an animation company called Les' Copaque. So damn happy to get this job. First its because i can see Fuad everyday ^_^ second is because this company is making the first ever 3d animated movie. How cool is that? Love the working environment. The work gets more harder but i'm learning. Susah dulu then senang kemudian la kan? :D

Then a on Sunday of that very first week of work. I've been awoken by a phone call from my dad at 3 in the morning. Phone calls at 12 to 6 in the morning rarely brings something good kan? On that very morning, my dad told me my grandma passed away. He was like "Ayu, tgh tido?" i was thinking "duh, its 3am!" a bit angry at that time but then my dad said "Wan dah takde" :( Kite dah takde grandparents dah. T_T So i went back to Pahang with my uncle, said good bye to my Wan for the last time, cried my eyes out then head back to shah alam because i have to work the next day. Moga Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas my grandparents, amin.

Oh, i passed my final exams! woohoo. Take that, to those yang ingat i cant finish my final animation. Blek!~

So tu yang jadi for the past one month. Better get back to work. Ganbatte me!! ^______________^

The day i presented and lived to see tomorrow

2007-05-15T14:21:00.000+08:00

Just got back from presentation. woohooo dah abis!!! :D the presentation was great.

Thank you so much to all my precious friends who came down to see the presentation. Thank you so much for your support!!!!! *hugs* ^^

I saw a lot of great works made by my fellow FAliens. ^^ congrats u guys!!! I want to improve my animation for the submission. Ganbatte me!!! ~~~ woohoo dah abis!!!!!!!!

The day i miss home

2007-05-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

I cant help but cry when i heard this song by carrie underwood. I have heard this song many times before but today it made me cry. Nak balik rumah! Rindu kat Mama, Babah, Akmal ngan Angah :(

Carrie Underwood - Don't forget to remember me

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they drug on and on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
"Baby don't forget:

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in the ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a Bible
If you ever lose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me"

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Keep telling me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's all right
Before we hung up I said
"Hey momma, don't forget:

to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall
And tell me-maw that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me"

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
Lord, I feel so small sometimes in this big ol' place
Yeah, I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me

The day Superman died

2007-05-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

I cant wait for the dvd of Superman Doomsday to be released. This would be the moment which marks the death of the man of steel. The ultimate fight between Superman and Doomsday. http://www.warnervideo.com/supermandoomsdaydvd/

18.09.2007 huuuu lambatnye~~~~~

Anyways, the second book of Justice is already out! Saya mahu! Kena kumpul duit dari sekarang! hmmph! ^_^

The day i said Bring It!

2007-05-04T08:02:00.000+08:00

I just had a revelation. Okay..okay... so yesterday at crit, Ayman told me of my posibility of failing FA. I was so down because, me being me, i hate not being able to do something and gain success doing it. I felt like a failure. But this morning, after i woke up, i just stared at the ceiling of my four walled box, and think. If i do fail, i can redo all the things i dont like and be better. Well, to be honest with you, i regret of ever deciding to do 2D animation for my FYP. So, if i faill, i can walk off the mistake and start a new leaf. Failing FA doesn't make me a failure, it will if i dont get up and fight. I do have to pay a lot for the fees and sad of not being able to graduate this year, yes. But other than that, what do i have to lose? I can learn more, i can be better, i can finally have my go at doing 3D for fyp. :) I can be a fighter. Don't get me wrong. Me being ready to fail doesnt mean i will slack off and let my 2d FYP lying dead. I will make it better. If I can make it better, i can graduate this year. Yey, even better option. ^_^ But till that time, i'm still fighting my battle. Bring it!

The week i spent working @ VR Lab

2007-04-27T10:51:00.000+08:00

I'm currently @ VR lab doing my FA work. Why am i here? Well, apart from the fact that i can work inside an air-conditioned room, (aaah...nyamannye~) my main reason being here is to get into a working environment. Meaning i am here is to get the semangat needed to finish my work. Here, everyone is working. So that can give me the drive needed for me to finish my FYP.

*frantically* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah lagi 4-5 hari nak final presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The day my family's coming for a visit ^^

2007-04-15T08:10:00.000+08:00

I just got off the phone with Angah. My feelings caught me off guard and i cried on the phone. Its been so long since i saw my family. Rindu gile. It shocked me when i started to cry because although i missed them, its been a long time since i addressed that feeling and just cry. And i glad i did. They're on thier way here. Another 3 hours to go. Semoga selamat pegi dan sampai. They're coming to cyberjaya!!! *gleeeeeeee* ^_____________^ mew. mew. mew!!!

The day i felt so greatful ^^

2007-04-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

An hour ago i walked all the way to the bank, The walk was so relaxing. Wind blew softly. The air was soothing. MMU was so peaceful. Moment like this evokes thoughts. I think about my life and what i have achieved so far. Although i had a lot of bad things happend to me and my family, i am still greatful for it because from what i've learned, eveything that happens creates ripples that can lead to something else to happen. Good or bad. So below, are somethings i am greatful for. ^^

Things i am greatful of:

1. Being able to wake up every morning and face a new day
2. The moment i said yes, the first time Fuad asked me out ^^
3. Having friends around me to give support
4. For being so blessed, thank you for my talent, thank you for being born in a great family. How i am missing my family now~
5. For being healthy
6. For having Fuad as my boyfriend. Love you,sayang! ^^
7. Being able to learn new things.
8. Being able to day by day, getting closer to the things i wanted.
9. For my future and being able to be in it. No matter what the future holds~ :)

The day i listened to Breaking Benjamin

2007-04-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

I have been listening to both Breaking Benjamin's albums and My Chemical Romance's Black Parade album whole day, just to keep me awake. I cant afford to sleep anymore, not when i havent completed anything for the next crit session. wuuu mati~ Anyways, i have added the song "Forget It" from Breaking Benjamin to my favorite songs list. Another song by Breaking Benjamin is "Rain". Both are slow tempo songs. Lovely. ^^

"Forget it"

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted

Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
I'm alive but I can Surely fake it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see

Forget it

There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

Forget it

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
On a page inside a spiral notebook

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here

Forget it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see

I can live forever here

The day we saw the last of roti naik

2007-04-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

Selling roti naik (homemade buns) was so much fun! We (my groupmates for cyberpreneurship class and i) sell roti naik as our product. Hey, self made roti ,you know. The most happiest moment was when the 25 buns were sold out on the very first day, within one hour after we opened our stall. The next 3 days, the buns were selling fast. People even booked more than 10 buns. They loved our homemade buns. They actually loved them! ^^ On the last day, yesterday, our group managed to sell more than 5 batches of roti naik. 50 buns per batch. Yey! So sad yesterday was the last day. Anyways, thank you all for your support. You guys are the best! To Just Bread: Lets do this again nak? Best arr! Group kiteorg best. Caya lah korang! *high fives*

p.s: Sape tak simpankan Chocolate Melt II utk kite aaaaaa?? Pukui kang! :|

The day i wish i was not me

2007-04-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

yeah. i dont know why but i always say what i think and sometimes without thinking i will end up saying hurtful things. I wish i was not me. I wish i was mute. People hate me. I hate me. The world is crashing down. I am dead.

The day we celebrated our anniversary ^^

2007-03-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

On the 26th of March, Fuad and i celebrated our 1 year anniversary. Our anniversary was the day before but since we were both busy doing our CyberP project, we have decided to celebrate it on the next day. The day started slow but when we arrived at KLCC, things turned up really great. ^^ We went to Chili's for our lunch and went to Kinokuniya afterwards to look for presents to give each other. Yeah, i know, why buy presents on the day itself? We were to busy to go out before, thats why. :) So i bought Fuad a copy of Understanding Comics by Scott McCloud cos i know he's been eyeing the book for quite sometimes. In return, he bought me Parables, a wonderfully illustrated book by Michael Gagne. I love Gagne's work from the first time i saw them in the Flight comics. Thank you,sayang!! *hugs* ^^

Oh, what a lovely day. Fuad Md Din is a great guy. ^^ Girls, back off. He's taken. You want him, you have to go through me first. Thank you :)

The day the cat stood up

2007-03-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

I found this video. See it for yourself! :D

I love the part when the cat sat on one leg and it looked like it has a beer belly ^^ cute!!!

The day we turn 1 year old

2007-03-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

Happy anniversary, sayang!!!!! Wow, its one year already! Thank you for being there for me and layan my not so matureness. *hugs* and thank you for a wonderful year. Lets go and explore the future together. Love you so much! ^^ below is one of my favorite picture. ngee.

to my visitors: yeah, tau. jiwang. cant help it. i'm in love, bebeh! ^_^

The day we did yet another roti

2007-03-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

Just got back from Noxus's house in Cyberia. We made yet another batch of roti naik, or at least something that prolly look like it in 5 degrees of separation. Like the batches before, it looked and tasted like ordinary cakes. We've been making the roti again and again since last week and i have lost the track of time. Susahnye nak jadi~ Next time we will be having more trial and errors. until that time, nak tido. :(( i only got 2 hours of sleep last night. Huuu roti...jadi laa :((

The day i craved for Heroes

2007-03-18T03:25:00.000+08:00

Waaaaah lambatnye~ I'm waiting for 23rd April to come. Why? It's because of this...

come to think of it, 23rd April is closer to the day i finish mmu. which means i have a few days left till final submission. gaaaaah. tanak la 23rd April. thee heee~

The day i sang my throat out

2007-03-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yey, i went to a singing audition and man, i'm glad its over. It was not my best performance and i was so freaking nervous that my voice sounded terrible. I sang "i turn to you" by Christina Aguilera. What was i thinking,rite? The judge said that i failed to control my breathing, which is true. Macam mane nak control kalau dah nervous weih, meh bagi tips. hehe. Anyways, i'm glad i went to the audition, tho i know i wont get to the final, at least i've tried. Maybe next time i will do better :D Thank you so much to Fuad, Aliya, Sook Chee and Ehsan who came and gave me support. And Fuad, thank you sayang for being in the audition room with me. This wont be the last audition for me. Nak try lagi someday! :D ngeee

The day I saw 300

2007-03-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to see 300 at GSC midvalley with Fuad and some of his friends from office. Gile best cite nih!!!!!! Seriously, i want to see it again. The storyline, the effects, the music, the actors...very spartanlicious!!!! ngee :D 4 thumbs up! So for those who just came back from a trip to Pluto, 300 is a movie adapted from Frank Miller's graphic novel with the same name. Its a story of epic battle between 300 spartan ~~hunks~~ warriors fighting the good fight to protect Greece from more than 100,000 Persian army. The Spartan was led by their courageous king, Leonidas. The look of this movie is a work of art itself. If you read the graphic novel and liked it, you should see the movie and fall in love with it. I'm surely head over heels. ^^ Thank you, yayang sebab ajak sekali!!! Yey!

The day the basketball thing was off

2007-03-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

My heart is breaking right now because the plan to play basketball with friends was cancelled. Its ridiculous how sad i feel about not playing tonight. I don't give a damn about sports before so why am i feeling bad about not playing? Hehe i even shed some tears...pathetic.

The day i feel like ....uuugh

2007-03-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

I. feel. like. puking. :| Whole day, staring at the monitor really can get the best of you. My brain is all tired and heavy. I need a rest but i cant, need to buy the ingredients to make roti naik for Cyberpreneur project.

The day we went for a trip

2007-03-04T08:34:00.000+08:00

Sook Chee and i went to Shah Alam yesterday to see our guys. The thing is that we didn't tell either one of them that we were coming to visit and wow they were surprised. Hehe Fuad was like "eh? eh?", looking at me like he can't believe i was there. He couldn't stop smiling. ^_^ Faiz too was wearing the same expression. Priceless, guys! Priceless! After that we went for dinner at Mama chops Papa grill nearby. I had fish and chips. How was it? Well, i've tasted better. :) After dinner, Sook Chee and I went back to Cyberjaya. Haih, kejap je. Doesn't matter. Fuad is coming back. Ehsan and i will be going to Shah Alam to fetch him. Yey!

The day i saw American Idol

2007-03-03T11:39:00.000+08:00

So i just saw the latest result of American Idol and this result show was pretty much emotional. Jordin Sparks was crying her eyes out saying goodbye to those who were leaving and even Sundance was seen crying. Very emotional. So this week, Leslie Hunt AJ Tabaldo,Alaina Alexander and Nicholas Pedro were voted out. Wanna know what AJ, Nick and Leslie have in common? The three of them sang Michael Buble/Nina Simone song! Maybe Leslie Hunt was right, "America does not care about Jazz!". I love jazz. ^_^ Anyways, as i was surfing the web for American Idol site, i stumbled upon a site with topless pictures of Antonella Barba. She was not really topless because her hands were covering her boobs. Speaking of boobs, for those who watched the result show, you prolly watched Kelly "Pick" Pickler sang her song which she co-wrote, right? One question. Did she do something to her boobs or are they like that before? Anyway, i dont like the way she look, she's young but she seems to look older.

The day i said "WTH?"

2007-03-02T06:33:00.000+08:00

So i found this page where they posted Avril's new video, Girlfriend, and i saw it and was like...eeeerrr.... i was speechless! Okay, so the first time i heard the song, i hated it but day by day, after listening to it again and again, i was beginning to accept it and found t quite catchy, despite the cheesy-ness of the lyrics. But out came the video. She even have a dance step for the chorus. Its like she changed completely. I know when she changed her image before, i said that she's growing up, blablabla but this... with the dance routine and all i really don't know what to say. I miss the old moody Avril. The video btw, with the mixture of uptempo song, dance moves and her "i don't give a damn" attitude, really reminds me of Gwen Stefani. (Gwen fans, the comparison i made, well, i'm just saying that Gwen too made an uptempo album/song/video, she also have dance moves in her videos and she does have the "i dont give a damn" attitude.) See the video below and decide it for yourself.

if you cant view the video here, go to this page instead, http://storeandserve.com/download/753745/K34_2007-02-23_17-02-09h.mpg.html#

p.s: i still love Avril, tho ^_^

The day it turns 11

2007-02-25T11:35:00.001+08:00

Happy 11 months, sayang!!!! ^_^ Thank you for being there for me, highs and lows. Love you so much. *hugs*

The morning i ruined everything

2007-02-22T10:38:00.000+08:00

I cried my eyes out feeling guilty about something. But once an action or words been said and done, theres no way it can be deleted, not in one's memory at least. I'm really sorry about it. I'm such an idiot.

The morning i heard something

2007-02-20T11:41:00.000+08:00

Its scary and relieving at the same time when i kept on hearing people walking at the opposite side of my door and doors being shut once and again. Its relieving because knowing that in this holiday period, i'm not the only one staying in the hostel on the 3rd floor, unlike the past holiday when i was one of the (maybe) 3 people staying back in the whole empty hostel block. It is scary because despite of the noise i've heard, the shuffling of the feet, the water from the shower, the doors and all, i've never really stumbled upon the culprit even once. wuuuu ~~~~

Anyways, its a new day and i have to continue doing my FYP. i have to eat my breakfas first since its the most important meal of the day. :)

The morning i was famished

2007-02-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

With one foot still hurts i walked all the way to Cyberia this morning, for a quest to find something to eat since the foodcourts in all the HBs are closed for today. Its a holiday. How can i forget? Ngeh~ For those who are familiar with the not quite short shortcut to Cyberia, you can imagine the distance i have to walk. Imagine that and add an injured foot. :(( sakit lagi. Waaa, nak superpower. *sigh*

Anyways, i bought a lot of things to eat. yey. Amnyam!

The time i tired to walk

2007-02-18T09:16:00.000+08:00

My foot's still hurts like hell. But i cant just sit in my room and do nothing about it. If i continue being like that i will starve to death since i dont have anything to eat except for some bread i bought yesterday. Tho those bread wont be enough to satify my hunger. Plus, i will be here for a week. So i've decided to give walk a try. I walked around my small room, damn torturing but hey, at least i can walk. Not like yesterday, when i have to skip my way to the toilet. :) so yey, i hope this means that my foot's getting better. Hopefully. =(^.^)=

The day i fell

2007-02-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

After breakfast, my sayang and I went out to Times Square for a date ^^ Went to Borders and i got my self my very own Justice League hard covered graphic novel called Justice. Yey! Its like so lawa. Love it! *gleeee* Plus its a work by Alex Ross. Worth it :D Fuad bought ReInventing Comics by Scott McCloud. A very cool looking how to draw comicbook..erm..book. Hehe.

As i was heading to McD. I fell down the escalator. Caused by my own clumsiness and no one else's. Dont worry,Sayang, it was not your fault. Dont worry k? *hugs* Tho the impact of the fall was hard and i ended up spraining my ankle. It hurts so bad now. Tak leh jalan :(( I need a hug...mew~

Anyways, thank you,sayang for the date. Windu dah. Cepat2 la balik sini k? Mwah! :)

The day i do nothing

2007-02-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Nothing exciting happend today. Just the usual boring plain jane day. Yesterday, on the other hand, Fuad, Ehsan and I went to OU to watch Ghost Rider but since all tickets were sold out, Fuad and I went to get the very scrumptious Takoyaki instead. Yum! ^^ Delicioso~

Later we went to Uptown looking for stuff to buy. Went home empy handed. :) Went to ss2 to makan!! whee kuey teow!

Today: Tirednye~

The day i made a bad choice

2007-02-12T02:10:00.001+08:00

I have made a very bad choice of eating canned tuna for my dinner and am suffering a bad stomach ache and mild nausea. :( Never again. Never, again.

The day i follow the yellow brick road

2007-02-11T12:02:00.000+08:00

I walked. I ate. I burped *excuse me* Hehe I walked all the way to Cyberia under the unforgiving sun in search for something edible. Luckily i was not alone on the journey. Thank you Dena! ^^ The foodcourt in MMU was closed. Every single one of them. Well except for the vegetarian one. Always bukak. But i'm a carnivour, thank you very much. So i went to Cyberia and bought a whole lot of things to eat, which mostly are junk food. Oh and apple juice! Dont forget that! :D

Dah kenyang. So now its time to get back to work. Adios~ ^^

The day when the future turns grey

2007-02-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

I am currently listening to the lovely voice of Faith Hill singing The Way You Love Me. I love this song as it reminds me of someone special. ^^ ........ Snapping out of the lovey dovey jiwang mode, i am doing my FYP and all i can tell is that i'm afraid of the future of this project of mine. Scared of how its going to turn out. What was i thinking going into this.

Well i guess its too late to stop now. What i can do right now is to just keep moving on. Kan?

Anyways, i ate a lot today for my late breakfast/ early lunch. I ate my white rice with ikan keli, some chicken nuggets, TWIX bar, and drank strawberry yoghurt drink and apple juice. Thats alot from what i usually eat. Yey nak gemuk! :D

News flash! My boyfriend just linked me on his site. Yey!! I'll link you back, sayang. ^^ Thank you.

The hours i stayed up a bit longer

2007-02-08T02:39:00.000+08:00

Its 2:42am rite now. Just got back from Times Square. Went out on a movie date after class with my darling Fuad. :) Had a great time. Went to the oh-so-great Borders. Searched for anything related to haunted mansions and found this great book which include the very famous Winchester House. We grabbed the book, head on to Starbucks , Fuad bought Caramel Frap and we read the book there. ^_^ Oh, we crossed paths with Faiz and SC. Hehe.

We watched The Holiday which starred Cameron Diaz, Jude Law, Kate Winslet and Jack Black. (spoiler alert!) The movie was so cute! I absolutely love the idea of exchanging homes, well if the homes looks like the one Kate and Cameron have in the movie that is :) Cameron's was so cool and high-tech and Kate's was really comfy looking. Cameron Diaz's character, at the beginning of the movie was so like yours truly. Seriously. Up to the point where she hits the guy who was cheating on her smack in the face! Not that i ever hit someone in the face that but i always hit the wall with my fist when i'm angry, tho someone told me never to hurt myself. I think its better to hit urself because hitting others will involve many people, the person u hit, his/her parents, the university, the police maybe, the court, the lawyer if we get sued...well u go paint the picture. Anyways, the movie rocks!

Thank you , sayang for a very wonderful day! >:D<

The day the hours left me sleep deprived

2007-02-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

Its less than 12 hours left till crit time and i'm still doing my work. Blame myself for my chronic procrastination habit. Its not that i dont want to do the assignments, its just that everytime i have the urge to do it, i ended being distracted by something else. May it be the new episodes of Heroes or Prison Break or that witty scripted Gilmore Girls or maybe its just me lost in a fight of resisting the temptation to rest my head on that comfy pillows (yeah, two of them nice pillows) of mine.

Heh, and yes, i just got back from KLCC. Went out with my darling Fuad, Ehsan, Aliya, Adam and Razi. Watched "Stranger than fiction" at TGV. Damn worth it! The movie best gile! Puas hati!

Ehem..now, gonna get back to work. ^^

p.s: i didnt sleep at all since yesterday. @_@

The day i skipped a blog

2007-02-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i forgot to blog. Hehe. I was too busy doing the backgrounds for the animation im doing for my fyp. Damn penat @_@ My head feels dizzy after hours spent infront of the pc.

Oh i ate a light breakfast and i skipped breakfast. *lapar* I will have to eat dinner, i guess. I will die if i dont. Other than that, i feel fine ^_^

Yay me for not being mad at anything today. Three cheers for being emotionally stable..one step closer to a healthy mind!! hehe ^^ better get back to work!

The day i start a blog

2007-02-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

Who would have thunk it. I left my "Being Me" blog abandoned and restarting a new one. I really love that site but i dont have any time (malas sebenarnye ^^) to maintain it. Maybe someday if i can conjure up some strength to get off my butt to update that site. But one thing i can say, i'm not going to close the site ^^ someday la update....someday.

Anywho, (yes, anywho. like the peeps in Scrubs always say) today, finally i really started on the backgrounds i'm supposed to do yonks ago. Just the outlines, not yet finished, but i'm getting there...slowly~ hehe Maybe i might post it here when i finished it.

Can't wait to see my sayang again~ ^_____^